SW : 69kg
CW : 69kg
GW : 55kg (8.5 stone)
GW2 : 50kg (8.0 stone)
Okay, so HI everyone this is my blog on me mainly and my weight loss.
I think it's sad that I can't think back to a time when I wasn't conscious of how my body looks, I wish I could but now I feel I need to make a change and get to the size I should be 8.5 stone or 55kg!
So on a perkier note this blog will kind of be like my diary where I will update you guys on how I'm feeling.
So just to pre-warn anyone I'm not a health persony person, basically I have pretty much nothing to do with a food weight loss things, I'm just a 16 year old girl on a mission to be the perfect size I can be :)
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I told my dad about the time I went to the swimming pool with my friend Emma and her mum and I completely broke down and couldn’t get in!
Why? Because I’m fat.
He just looked at me and said ‘You’re really messed up aren’t you?’
Well I’m sorry dad but what did you expect:
~I don’t wear trousers any more because you can see my thighs so I wear skirts.
~Mum is about a size 4 to 6 and a zillion metres tall and reminds me of it constantly.
~You say things like ‘you’ve put on a bit’ and ‘do you really need that’.
so is there really any question?
I hate the fact that I’m not going to ball because I’m fat.
That is the legitimate reason I didn’t want to go to ball because I would look fat!
One of my favorite quotes.
One of my favorite quotes.
Getting ready to skate like crap so I can work off the non existent calories of today then I’m riding and then skating again and hopefullly wont eat a thing until tea!
Wish me luck!
I’m back on track, let the calorie counting begin!
so I can say fuck you I’m thinner.
154lbs is still a horrible number.
One day, I will step on the scale and see the number 110.
I will.
Ana and Mia Tips and Tricks
Morphed and I put together this list of tips and tricks. Please feel free to add to the list.
-Drink water, it fills you up when you are hungry and makes purging easier.
-Drink diet soda. It’ll fill you up and only has 1 calorie.
-Clean something gross, you’ll…
So I’ve failed.
I’m fat.
I know I’m fat.
I look in the mirror and see fat.
I think that’s a great way to restart back into the community. Basically I’ve gained the weight back firstly I was told by my doctors that i was losing too much ( I’d very nearly got down to 8.5 stone maybe a few pounds off) and my mother made me eat. Exams happened and I cried and stressed all the time that equals binge eating and then to top it all off my grandfather died so all in all my life has been pretty crap recently.
So I’m back to square one.
From tomorrow until I go back to school in September I am not going to eat sweets , chocolate or crisps to look good for my final year.
At the beginning of 2012 I made a new years resolution to get to 8.5 stone and I will keep it.
